Thursday, February 07, 2008

bigger,older..bigger responsibilities?


heyy..happy chinese new year.to my kento..although u can be irritating me sometimes.but i surely miss your kekacauan.haha.but move away kento welcome ii nioi.haha.anyways,work can be s0oooooooo tiring lately.i mean reallllyyy tiring.i had never experienced anything like this.seteruk2 balik lambat aroun 11pm.is not as bad as doing the one only freaking thing over and over again but without success.brainstorming pun tak guna.and now i am stucked to where ever the point i started.at this one freaking point.i just stop.and stare.blank! for four freaking days!!! lama kannnn?!! and guess what?i've asked like so many people at the office to help me out.but the solutions are just : dead end! please let it be my hormones coz the 'geram' bursting inside me is just unbearable please!!! mom and dad are back in kelantan and I on the other hands,decided not to tag along since i have this i-can't-stop-thinking-about-my-work syndrome since monday!! makan minum semua terfikir keje.even went out with fiza today..my mind was elsewhere.sorry fizz! :( but still i can gelak with u la babe! thanks for making my mind at ease sekejap.


today everyone can go back early since it's chinese new year's eve so whoever came to work can leave early.but as for me!! i am definitely not going back early.went for lunch with fizz and later on joined my collegues eating lunch at the tempura king and they,headed home straight.as for me,my office is my home now.how i wish i am strong enough to stay alone at the office.seriously..i just need moreee time to complete my work.i just couldnt see the solutions!! whyyyyy?? something is just s0oo wrong.end up.i stayed til 3.30pm.hope it's not jammed heading to ttid.i copied all the files i needed and headed home.accelarated till 120 km/h and my mind was seriously not on the road.lucky me there's no car.reach home in 10mins.hit the shower and crashed the bed in tears..damn!i hate that feeling.woke up mata bengkak2.rasa lapar.then ordered dinner @ santai.head to lia's to fetch gonzo.and now i am wide awake hoping that the teh ais could help me to keep me awake and do my work.if i slept in late pun takpe.esok cuti! :p poor lil bro,kena keja esok.but takpe..he got tripple pay siot!! GUESS? plak tu.cis burger betul.hehe.and as for me,i am trying to slowly think it through.seriously..i have to make it by monday!but my aim is saturday so that on sunday i can start my new task.demm!! i have to do new enhancement of the system on my freaking own!! woww now i know..bigger,older..bigger responsibilities huh? oh btw,heard the song Big As The Sky from dey's blog.i loveee this song la dey!! sangat kawaiiiiiii and i love the lyrics s0oo much!! hehe.ok peeps.happy chinese new year! to all peeps who was borned in the MOUSE year..HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D much love xx



Big As The Sky

by A.M. Sixty


Every time I go to bed I dream of you

Every time I eat ice cream it reminds me of you

Every time I sit on a bench to pass the time

All I can do is think of you



(Chorus)

Would you hold my head up high?

Would you make my life as big as the sky?

Would you spend the rest of your life with me?

What can I do what can I say

To make you feel the same way..

That I do



Every time I look at the phone

I’m hoping that..you’re home

So I can call you up and tell you I miss you



You make me laugh you make me cry

And if I ask you I couldn’t tell you why

Baby I love you



(Chorus) x2

Would you hold my head up high?

Would you make my life as big as the sky?

Would you spend the rest of your life with me?

What can I do what can I say

To make you feel the same way..

That I do



That I do

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